http://kjday.blogcn.com kjday 4663 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,9346710.shtml 07年8月10日 有4座旅游车从成都回香格里拉,有意前往香格里拉者可搭伴,线路,价格可协商.车型:吉普. 驾驶员经验丰富,保证安全!电话:13008682227 刘海 ]]> 2007-08-05 13:57:00.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,9346710.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,9346710.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039194.shtml 2007-04-20 13:01:08.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039194.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039194.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039195.shtml 2007-04-14 17:48:15.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039195.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039195.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039197.shtml 2007-03-26 15:04:06.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039197.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039197.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039199.shtml 2007-03-16 21:43:55.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039199.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039199.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039200.shtml 2007-03-13 16:30:27.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039200.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039200.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039203.shtml 2007-03-02 22:04:33.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039203.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039203.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039207.shtml 何如!当然我是个支离破碎的家伙,别指望我来煽某个情.有天我跟叔叔说:"是时候了,我要回去了.我们星球上的人要来接我走了."说的时候我自己都信了,竟然有眼泪打转.然后,当我走出还响着爵士乐的不象酒吧的青旅酒吧时,抬头一看黑而深的天,竟然真有颗星星象是我要回去的地方.我要是个外星人~~~我就不是个外星人我也认为人类真是神奇.一种叫孤独的磁场竟然被察觉,表现,掩盖,演出,记录,分析,不拉不拉不拉~~~残忍又直接地让人想回到一个不存在或是没去过的地方,就象前几天我想的那样. 再有,我尝试站在一个称职的心理医生或是大师的角度来解释我所出现的一切精神状况.把无聊,绝望,等等等等情绪现象用客观科学的伦理筐住,加以控制和引导,我应该不会再那么激动,偏执.我是可以有聊地!是可以有望地!医生常说:注意饮食,劳逸结合,保证睡眠.还有付大营养师姐姐告诉我的:不吃垃圾食品!但我现在显然是喝可乐喝高了,否则现在早睡在床上.尽量不吃那些抬头不见低头见的垃食.我要瘦,要精干,要KINGKONG!精神上的问题要杜绝,我发誓!再疯一次就~~~不疯了,不拿自己当疯子玩了.要到生活里来:逛超市,擦桌子,摆盘子,填肚子~~~子~~~~子~~~~~~子~~~~~~~~过日子! 烟量偏高,注意,注意,警惕,警惕.我答应过JIAJIA的,当然也记得PETER曾经诡异地点头,对我表示怀疑.是不是应该写封信告诉他“YES,YOU ARE RIGHT!I CAN'T DENY,LIKE YOU SAID: MORE AND MORE!”:em28: SHIT!只是还有点不相信这会影响以后怀孕时孩子的健康.是吗?应该不是吧.但最好还是控制,不要自我松懈.要不~~~谁打个电话骂我一顿?我是皮子有点痒啦.JIAJIA,你打我. 但有一点好,酒停掉了.只是烟酒换位.烟常常抽,酒只在情绪强烈的时候喝~~~~~~NOTHING. 两个月以后,大树有可能再次回来,为了意大利,我们踢球!其他的都不太重要.也许他会说:“HI,LAMA YOU REALLY GET YOUR OWN LIFE",但也有可能完全相反.HOWEVER，THANK U FOR EVERYTHING! DASHU！ “hi my dear Lama before all i wish you very happy new year, for your husband, i dont know his name, and all friends to zhondian ,especially for my friend Maradona the great footballer .and why not for all chinese people. i like your mind or better your goal to open a music shop, i understand you , money is important for your project. listem to me .. i dont know when i came back to china , i want soon but i need save money , problem life is so expensive to italy..... i help you with some money , once to china i will give you. sorry Lama where , town do you want to open music shop. with kind of music, and ... please give more inf... i hope you are very well and xiao xin. i wish to miself in two months,,,, to walk china again. your Marco Polo DaXu” “没有花儿香，没有树儿高，我的伙伴遍布天涯海角”。 可是，首先，首要，综上所述，我要做的是成为自己的朋友。“LAMA，NICE TO MEET YOU！” [mp=200,50:n]http://www.native-instruments.com/fileadmin/redaktion_upload/mp3_akoustikpiano/Steingraeber_Ravel.mp3[/mp]]]> 2007-02-24 02:26:50.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039207.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039207.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039722.shtml 2007-02-07 01:27:24.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039722.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039722.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039600.shtml 2007-02-01 23:28:36.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039600.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039600.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039732.shtml 2007-01-31 14:45:53.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039732.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039732.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039209.shtml 2007-01-24 00:00:38.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039209.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039209.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039608.shtml 2007-01-12 00:25:52.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039608.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039608.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039211.shtml 2006-12-17 00:26:14.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039211.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039211.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039616.shtml 2006-12-11 23:17:42.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039616.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039616.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039215.shtml 2006-12-07 23:58:50.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039215.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039215.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039384.shtml ,并依附黑暗,要极力挣脱的男人,我多想念他,作为一个时代,一个沉默寡言的颓弃的时代,一个可悲又可歌可泣的时代.当然以我的嫩脾气,是注定和这个时代遭遇又无法挽回地碎裂的,有什么能纪念吗?没有,我们带着历史的,厚黑的误解,哪怕我在电话里的出自真心的问候都搞得大家那么疏远.什么时候能抄完那本书,就这样递过去吗?我知道我还是个不管不顾的人,无论自己怎么胆却,伤怀,还是要给他,谁让我永远忘不掉那些美好得滴血的日子,忘不掉自己的语言"我不知道什么时候能抄完,但我答应朋友的事就一定会去做,也许你会在我死的时候收到它."年轻人就是马上都敢说,妈的,我也是.所以趁我的青春还在,还没遇上"死亡"这个讨厌而充满诱惑的家伙,我会去实践自己的话.昨夜,谁也挡不住我想念这个荒颓的时代,谁也挡不住我为他写诗.这是个恶梦,是一道剧烈的伤口,从命里发出力来击打我的神经.那我就迎上去,让这一拳再狠些,再致命些.[color=Red] 梁 想起你来我就惴惴不安 我真的抱过你吗? 或是你真的抱过我? 这个诗里的人 这个具有深重的忧伤 某个时代废弃停用的工人 如果可以 我要为你铸一尊铜像 要么用别的一种可以更久远的金属 透出你汗里的光泽和猥琐 映着你的扳手和断了弦的老琴 声声浴血 在这个夜里我才放下关于你的噩梦 再不会声嘶力竭地哭喊 也不会傻子一样飞快地低头掠过那冬天的火车 梁 可以拉着你粗糙的手吗? 我不怪你 也不怪自己 快把掉下去的钥匙捡起来 打开回家的门 别去碰那酒杯 别去碰那酒杯[/color] 原来去重新拾回对一个人真正的情感和回忆,也是令人不安的.以前我以为在第二天见面的时候就已经原谅她,并回复一切了.但那么久,它就是个心结,如何都无法去正视和释怀.我并是对那个什么"初吻"耿耿于怀,对我来说什么初不初的没有任何意义.我只的无法接受之后发生的失去.我知道他不想再惊吓我,生怕再近一步我就会极端地消失在他们的世界里.是啊,我想过的,但还是装作什么没发生一样正常.我在心里怪他:我都不怎样了,不提了,不表现得不自然了,他还想怎样!为什么一个朋友的感情,一个哥哥就会这么没了,为什么他不能象之前一样关心我,和我说话呢?也许他恨我.噩梦从未消失.直到昨夜,我告诉自己,这过去了,平息了.你真的原谅了一个人,另一个人,原谅了他后来的疏远和刻意避让,原谅了他的不闻不问,也原谅了自己的不努力找回.等你回去吧,去和他谈谈,去把你丢了的朋友找回来. 关于诗歌,我记得一峰大哥送给我的话:"要勤奋,多练习,多比较,找差距,保持自己的风格,要坚持!" ]]> 2006-12-05 17:01:26.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039384.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039384.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039620.shtml 2006-11-26 20:43:37.0 http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039620.shtml http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039620.shtml#comment http://kjday.blogcn.com/diary,110039633.shtml     突然想起"如果"这个意向,如果~~~~~~
    如果--昆明:
    如果我象以前在云艺,现在正爬在桌子上等待下课,心里盘算着回家或是去找高然,天气郁闷.   
    如果我在家里,睡觉或是弹琴,要么摆弄一下吉他\碟.也可能和家里闹别扭,谁都不理谁.要么打电话叫高家翔和张帅,是该排练的时候了.或者正想起梁亚东他们几个人,心里正难受.
    如果出门,在钱局街晃,麦田,金律,买本书,刨碟,瞎逛上一下午,之后找老绵羊出来吃饭.膳鱼米线,或是饺子.我说:"我要吃";李翔说:"垃圾食品".我们两个如果同时说就是:"我要吃垃圾食品".或者找陈曦出来,或是去白帆,更有可能一个人去上网,6\7点回去吃饭.
    如果--茨中:
    在去贡山徒步的山路上,背包割得人不舒服.
    在打点各种事情,比如房梁上是不是要拴根线,要准备多少筷子才够用.
    在院子里和狗一起烤太阳,听这音乐写信给佳佳或朋友们,也可能在有心无肠呢看书.
    或者在和刚来的徒步者谈话.
    如果--香格里拉
    香格里拉没有如果,我在对着电脑打字,心想每天都要学到知识或常识.手上的冻疮不时地疼.手边是昨天UTE送我的手套,和吃完的零食袋子.弯豆的电话放在DVD上充电.今晚要不要烧壁炉呢?牛粪烧完了,柴很费.什么时候上楼喂狗?秋秋和99总在开门时和我做斗争,不是我进去,就是它们出来.我必须占上峰,否则就出大乱子.只是现在:
     ~~~~~~
     如果我现在爬起来,不是去看锅炉,就是去厕所.
     今早UTE去大理,起很早送她,放了古巴音乐,送她一个中国式的"古巴早晨".希望她能继续爱那个远在古巴的黑色精装古巴男人.她都不敢想在现实里他们真能生活在一起,因为德国人是那么愚昧地活在偏见,仇恨,严肃里.好在UTE不是,UTE是可爱的,爱笑的,开朗善良的48岁狗狗.这个属狗的德国女士,我们喝葡萄酒,大笑,合着音乐跳舞.多开心,而我们又有那么多巧合,总是让彼此惊讶不已:
      1.她和"古巴"也在一个小酒馆里举行了简易的婚礼.
      2.属狗.她属狗48岁,她的"古巴"也属狗36岁.我属狗,我的佳佳也属狗,我们24..
      3.她的"古巴"是鼓手,我的佳佳也是鼓手.
      4.她在德国的酒吧里做事,我也在酒吧里做事.
      这些还不够,太多了,最重要的是态度.
      于是她把妈妈做的手帕送我,把手套送我,把德国人图方便做的饺子模具送我,要知道那不只有普通模式,还有专门适合我的心型模式.拿出来的时候我们没把弯豆的TRAVELLER CLUB笑垮.我许诺,要是我的吧开起来,就有一定会有一种叫"UTE"的特制饺子.如果以后有能力,把她和他的那位古巴先生接到我的底盘生活.
      音乐,葡萄酒,零食,谈话,学习,想念,无聊,冷,手疼,喂狗,晚起晚睡,打扫,上网,管帐~~~这些是我现在所有的生活.平静的是在酝酿某种将来,谁知道呢,好坏并不重要,我会有力量承担和分享.
      Bryce 说:
      Do you remember the Norwegian man who is giving money for suitable projects? he may support your proposal if part of you profit is given to the poor local people. I suggest you talk to him.
      LAMA-kj 说:
      maybe i can sure if i can get the money in the ending of the December
      Bryce 说:
      YOu need to look at all teh towns I mentioned before making a decision.
      Bryce 说:
      Also you need to find out if you can get permission to even operate.
      Bryce 说:
      Some local councils are corrupt and want some bribes to operate.
      LAMA-kj 说:
      yes,i need know more imfortion about local councils
      Bryce 说:
      you may need some guanxi to operate.
      LAMA-kj 说:
      more things need to knowing deeply,it's not easy.
      Bryce 说:
      I know an African man who own a bar in Hangzhou and authorities are always asking him for bribes or otherwise they will close his bar down.
      LAMA-kj 说:
      O,so bad.in China, the fact always turninto more difficult by local councils.they are so greedy.
      Bryce 说:
      If I have the money I want to go to the Nu Jiang and Dulong Jiang next April and you can come with me.
      LAMA-kj 说:
      Doesn't matter, if i can not get the money, i still try to be a good triking guide, there is one day i will open the bar, who knows when~~~ i don't care 
      LAMA-kj 说:
      i think next April if i have time to go with u ,i will, cause i can sure till that time i must have money to go there.
      Bryce 说:
      it won't cost much. I think less than 400RMB to for everything to get from Shangri La to the Dulong Jiang and back to Shangri la.
      ~~~~~~!
      感谢朋友们总在用不同的方式鼓励我,帮助我.微不足道的我已经很满足了,无论成不成都会和你们在一起,要脚踏实地地加油!
     
        
       
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