要不要写部小说来诱导我的07年?要么一个剧本,叫<我是一种濒危的触觉>何如!当然我是个支离破碎的家伙,别指望我来煽某个情.有天我跟叔叔说:"是时候了,我要回去了.我们星球上的人要来接我走了."说的时候我自己都信了,竟然有眼泪打转.然后,当我走出还响着爵士乐的不象酒吧的青旅酒吧时,抬头一看黑而深的天,竟然真有颗星星象是我要回去的地方.我要是个外星人~~~我就不是个外星人我也认为人类真是神奇.一种叫孤独的磁场竟然被察觉,表现,掩盖,演出,记录,分析,不拉不拉不拉~~~残忍又直接地让人想回到一个不存在或是没去过的地方,就象前几天我想的那样. 再有,我尝试站在一个称职的心理医生或是大师的角度来解释我所出现的一切精神状况.把无聊,绝望,等等等等情绪现象用客观科学的伦理筐住,加以控制和引导,我应该不会再那么激动,偏执.我是可以有聊地!是可以有望地!医生常说:注意饮食,劳逸结合,保证睡眠.还有付大营养师姐姐告诉我的:不吃垃圾食品!但我现在显然是喝可乐喝高了,否则现在早睡在床上.尽量不吃那些抬头不见低头见的垃食.我要瘦,要精干,要KINGKONG!精神上的问题要杜绝,我发誓!再疯一次就~~~不疯了,不拿自己当疯子玩了.要到生活里来:逛超市,擦桌子,摆盘子,填肚子~~~子~~~~子~~~~~~子~~~~~~~~过日子! 烟量偏高,注意,注意,警惕,警惕.我答应过JIAJIA的,当然也记得PETER曾经诡异地点头,对我表示怀疑.是不是应该写封信告诉他“YES,YOU ARE RIGHT!I CAN'T DENY,LIKE YOU SAID: MORE AND MORE!” SHIT!只是还有点不相信这会影响以后怀孕时孩子的健康.是吗?应该不是吧.但最好还是控制,不要自我松懈.要不~~~谁打个电话骂我一顿?我是皮子有点痒啦.JIAJIA,你打我. 但有一点好,酒停掉了.只是烟酒换位.烟常常抽,酒只在情绪强烈的时候喝~~~~~~NOTHING. 两个月以后,大树有可能再次回来,为了意大利,我们踢球!其他的都不太重要.也许他会说:“HI,LAMA YOU REALLY GET YOUR OWN LIFE",但也有可能完全相反.HOWEVER，THANK U FOR EVERYTHING! DASHU！ “hi my dear Lama before all i wish you very happy new year, for your husband, i dont know his name, and all friends to zhondian ,especially for my friend Maradona the great footballer .and why not for all chinese people. i like your mind or better your goal to open a music shop, i understand you , money is important for your project. listem to me .. i dont know when i came back to china , i want soon but i need save money , problem life is so expensive to italy..... i help you with some money , once to china i will give you. sorry Lama where , town do you want to open music shop. with kind of music, and ... please give more inf... i hope you are very well and xiao xin. i wish to miself in two months,,,, to walk china again. your Marco Polo DaXu” “没有花儿香，没有树儿高，我的伙伴遍布天涯海角”。 可是，首先，首要，综上所述，我要做的是成为自己的朋友。“LAMA，NICE TO MEET YOU！”
